Wah woo weee woo

She's addicted to Claritin.

i wrote this but i don't mean it anymore

lightning in his eyes
pierce my heart
my thighs

long for him to see
the real
the great in me

as i saw from the start
i want to be a part
of his life

sometimes you feel like a nut

sometimes you feel like making a peanut butter and jelly sandwhich

No more

I hereby withdraw my plea to find a sensitive bad boy. Because you know what: The sensitivity is one big joke. The sensitivity is what they use to lure in innocent victims like me into thinking that there is more to them than body odor and dirty words. Ew.

They don't care about anything but themselves, and I have realized that. If they did, they would stop being bad. They would stop smoking because second hand smoke kills too. They would dress nicely every now and then so that you could actually take them somewhere. I didn't see it until now. Bad boys are just selfish boys; doing what they want, when they want, no matter who it affects. The whole "I don't care" attitude can be a little attractive because I want someone who doesn't worry what people think of them, but the bad boy takes that idea to an unessesary extreme.

So I am done. What girl in her right mind would ask for a bad boy? I don't know what I was thinking. They just seem......sort of.....skanky to me now.

So no more. I don't want a bad boy. I don't want a boy at all.

Eh

So I have to go this wedding rehearsal tonight, and then the wedding is tomorrow. I'm not very good at walking. Add a dress (which I'm just not good in in general), some fancy shoes, and people looking at me. Disaster. Ah. Eh. Beh.

P.S. I'm really happy.

Dice

"Because our relationship is a gamble......"

And I bought it????????

Ahhhhh..................

I am moving on to better things.

I love you Lord!!!

Amazing

Things that are amazing.

1. My Lord!!!!!!! He knows me!!
2. diet coke
3. letting go
4. getting to know people
5. friends. really good friends.
6. my family
7. sleep
8. changes. good ones.
9. curly hair. natural hair.
10. You. you are so cool. and if i can be happy, you can be happy. its been a long time coming.