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Wah woo weee woo

2007-11-24T21:24:00.001-08:00

She's addicted to Claritin.

i wrote this but i don't mean it anymore

2007-11-21T19:33:00.000-08:00

lightning in his eyes
pierce my heart
my thighs

long for him to see
the real
the great in me

as i saw from the start
i want to be a part
of his life

sometimes you feel like a nut

2007-11-18T22:36:00.000-08:00

sometimes you feel like making a peanut butter and jelly sandwhich

No more

2007-11-18T11:32:00.000-08:00

I hereby withdraw my plea to find a sensitive bad boy. Because you know what: The sensitivity is one big joke. The sensitivity is what they use to lure in innocent victims like me into thinking that there is more to them than body odor and dirty words. Ew.

They don't care about anything but themselves, and I have realized that. If they did, they would stop being bad. They would stop smoking because second hand smoke kills too. They would dress nicely every now and then so that you could actually take them somewhere. I didn't see it until now. Bad boys are just selfish boys; doing what they want, when they want, no matter who it affects. The whole "I don't care" attitude can be a little attractive because I want someone who doesn't worry what people think of them, but the bad boy takes that idea to an unessesary extreme.

So I am done. What girl in her right mind would ask for a bad boy? I don't know what I was thinking. They just seem......sort of.....skanky to me now.

So no more. I don't want a bad boy. I don't want a boy at all.

Eh

2007-11-09T14:35:00.000-08:00

So I have to go this wedding rehearsal tonight, and then the wedding is tomorrow. I'm not very good at walking. Add a dress (which I'm just not good in in general), some fancy shoes, and people looking at me. Disaster. Ah. Eh. Beh.

P.S. I'm really happy.

Dice

2007-11-07T22:15:00.000-08:00

"Because our relationship is a gamble......"

And I bought it????????

Ahhhhh..................

I am moving on to better things.

I love you Lord!!!

Amazing

2007-11-02T22:52:00.000-07:00

Things that are amazing.

1. My Lord!!!!!!! He knows me!!
2. diet coke
3. letting go
4. getting to know people
5. friends. really good friends.
6. my family
7. sleep
8. changes. good ones.
9. curly hair. natural hair.
10. You. you are so cool. and if i can be happy, you can be happy. its been a long time coming.

Puddles

2007-11-01T18:07:00.000-07:00

I wish it would rain so I could jump in the puddles. I wish my kitty would come home.

There is such a thing

2007-10-29T19:14:00.000-07:00

There is such a thing as a sensitive bad boy and I will find him. He's a little rough around the edges but also very sweet and attentive. People tell me there is no such thing but I know there is. I just get so bored with the really normal boys. I want a boy who smokes but loves Jesus. I want a boy who's clean but looks dirty. I want a boy who wants to get married but will totally elope. I want him to be daring and adventurous and not afraid to tell people what he thinks. I also want him to have a brain and maybe some sort of decent taste in music. He will also have this huge capacity to love. And passion. And compassion. Bah. He's out there.

This is it

2007-10-23T10:58:00.000-07:00

My body is backwards;

a hollow husk.

I'm not a person,

just specks of dust.

Hate

2007-10-16T10:45:00.000-07:00

I hate my life.

I'm goal-less.

Significant other-less.

I'm ambition-less.

Joyless.

Loveless.

Mindless.

Lifeless.

Blakeless.

Wingless.

Finless.

Emotionless.

Kissless.

"Where is my mind?"

Autumn Song by Paul Verlaine

2007-10-09T20:14:00.000-07:00

With long sobs
the violin-throbs
of autumn wound
my heart with languorous
and monotonous
sound.

Choking and pale
when I mind the tale
the hours keep,
my memory strays
down other days
and I weep;

and I let me go
where ill winds blow,
now here, now there,
harried and sped,
even as a dead
leaf, anywhere.

Uncle Phil is the one for me

2007-10-09T19:09:00.000-07:00

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BABY BLUE BIRD

2007-10-09T10:30:00.000-07:00

So this morning I come downstairs on my way to Dr. Aucoin's copy editing class and I hear a little noise that goes "tweet, tweety, tweeeet."

Then I turn and take a gander into my dining room and I see the sweetest little baby blue bird and he/she is flying into the window trying to get out. It was so sweet and sad.

So I chase the baby around the house for about thirty minutes and I can't catch him. So I finally just pick him up and let him fly free out the door.

I see the sweet baby fly into the trees, happy and peaceful.

But as soon as he gets to the tree, a huge mean ugly bird swoops out and attacks him.

Poor bird.

I will never forget him.

He was my baby friend.

-Amy

10 Things, things that have nothing to do with one another

2007-10-03T22:17:00.000-07:00

1. I can't sleep.

2. I watched the movie "Alien" for the first time ever today. I always avoided it because Sigourney Weaver is such a man sometimes.

3. I bought a bottle of canned air from Walmart and it doesn't work. I push the button and nothing happens. Now I'm really nervous that it will blow up for some reason.

4. I am so ready to carve a punkin'. He won't be a sad punkin' this year, he will be a startled punkin'; a surprised punkin'.

5. Heaven is going to be really cool. And Sparkle Bunny WILL be there.

6. Sour starbursts aren't exactly the ones for me. I prefer tropical ones. The plain ones work too. The sour ones were a bit of a dissapointment.

7. My cheeks are hot.

8. I still have a crush on a boy. He so makes my toes wiggle.

9. I'm really happy, but not because of the boy.

10. Why do lists like this always come in tens? What's wrong with only nine?

-ME

Halloween Costume Ideas

2007-10-02T10:31:00.000-07:00

Chad and Amy

Oh what oh what do I want to be for Halloween? Please help me decide!!

OCTOBER

2007-10-01T15:01:00.000-07:00

It is the first day of October (my favorite month!) and I have a crush on a boy! I'm giddy and ridiculous and I love it. This fall, we will sit on a porch swing together drinking hot tea and discussing music and movies. He will hold my hand and we wil watch scary movies on the couch and cuddle. I will rake up crisp fall leaves and we will jump in them together. We will go on the ferris wheel at the fair and he will kiss me when we get to the top.

I love October! It is the perfect month to fall in love. I am determined that no one is going to ruin it for me this year!

The end

p.s. I'm not crazy, I'm just female.

ELLIOT??

2007-09-26T14:55:00.000-07:00

The movie E.T. is the reason that I love Reeses Pieces. Buy me some and I'll love you forever. That's a promise!

Nine Crimes by Damien Rice

2007-09-21T17:54:00.000-07:00

"Leave me out with the waste

This is not what I do

It's the wrong kind of place

To be thinking of you

It's the wrong time

For somebody new

It's a small crime

And I've got no excuse

Is that alright?

Give my gun away when it's loaded

Is that alright?

If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it

Is that alright?

Give my gun away when it's loaded

Is that alright with you?

Leave me out with the waste

This is not what I do

It's the wrong kind of place

To be cheating on you

It's the wrong time

She's pulling me through

It's a small crime

And I've got no excuse."

It's true

2007-09-19T10:50:00.000-07:00

It's true. But sometimes they come back. Right?

Well I'm positive that I don't want him to.

The end.

Nose piercings = I'm getting one

2007-09-17T17:33:00.000-07:00

Sorry Daddy,

Your little girl wants to put a hole in her nose. It'll be okay. I promise. It doesn't mean I smoke dope. It doesn't mean I'm going to run away with one of those bands where "them there boys are wearing them there girl's jeans!" It doesn't mean I'm going to whore myself around either. It's just an earring. Except for it will be in my nose. I love you daddy.

Your little girl,

Amy

Rapunzel

2007-09-13T10:29:00.000-07:00

I have decided to elope. He will climb through my window and retrieve me and we will run into the night. And I will be happy forever.

-Me

Reasons why Rob Zombie's remake of "Halloween" sucked arse

2007-09-10T18:14:00.000-07:00

As you may have heard, Rob Zombie, musician and creator of the movies House of 1000 Corpses and The Devil's Rejects was recently allowed by Dimension films to do a remake of the horror/thriller/suspense classic Halloween (John Carpenter).

For those of you who don't know about or haven't seen the original Halloween (which is just plain wrong if you haven't), it's about a crazy psycho killer named Michael Myers who kills his family when he is a child, minus his sister Laurie (played by Jamie Lee Curtis) and then goes on to finish what he started by killing all of her friends so that he can attempt to stab the foo out of her. Of course he doesn't get her in the end, which is why a long line of sequels follow, yet none of them are quite as perfect as the first one.

This movie defined suspense. It may not be very entertaining to people who are really caught up in the psychological thrillers that seem to be so popular now, but in it's day, which is the 80's, Halloween was the shit. Michael Myers was the perfect epitomy of evil, and to people like me, he still is.

So why the hell did Deminsion allow Zombie to screw it up? Yes, there have been some pretty ridiculous sequels to this movie, but they are sequels, they aren't supposed to be as good as the first one. But a remake. A remake is a totally different story. If you are actually going to try and remake a classic such as this one, you better know what the hell you are doing. The whole point of a remake is to do what was done in the first place, but make it better. Give it some new life. Put a new twist on it. But you do not go and totally change the rules and ruin what was good about it in the first place. These are the reasons why I think Rob Zombie is a dumbass and that he doesn't know the first thing about Halloween or the genius of John Carpenter:

(In no specific order)

1. I feel as if Rob Zombie never saw the orignial movie. If he had seen it, he would have realized that one of the best things about it are the camera angles. The angles are what brought Michael closer and closer to Laurie. They start off wide shots and then the more we get into the movie, they become closer and closer together that by the end its as if Myers is close enough to touch Laurie. It created such a perfect feeling of suspense. Where were these angles in the remake?

2. Jamie Lee Curtis played the part of Laurie Strode perfectly. She was the quiet and reserved virgin with a dark past that she has no idea about and Curtis knew just how to do it. Scout Taylor-Compton, on the other hand, didn't have a clue. I don't know if it was her fault or Zombie's but it was awful! Taylor-Compton was in a teeny bopper movie called Sleepover and she was also on the Disney Channel show That's So Raven. Does anyone else find this odd? Getting a teeny weeny gurrrrl to take the place of "the Scream Queen" herself (Curtis) is crazy to me. Even her part in the movie was terrible. He had Laurie making a long line of sexual jokes with her friends and being very outgoing, and we all know that Laurie had a huge "V" across her chest because she was so pure and she most definetly was not outgoing. A more experienced actress like Katie Holmes or Selma Blair would have been so much better.

3. The mask. Zombie created a beginning which was not in the original film to show us a glimpse of Michael's family so that we could see what made him go crazy. This idea wasn't so bad, but he screwed up the mask. Zombie has the mask in the movie like the ones you can buy at Wal-Mart, with the hair attached. In the orignial, no hair was attached to the mask, it was supposed to actually be Michael's hair. This is important.

4. Zombie allows Laurie to actually find out that Michael is her brother because when he first comes in contact with her, he hands Laurie a picure of her and him as children. This never happens in the original! One of the best parts is that Laurie has no idea why this crazy guy is trying to kill her. But in Zombie's, he has Michael Myers being almost gentle with Laurie and handing her the picture. When she says she doesn't understand he freaks out on her. We all know that Michael has never been gentle with Laurie. That scene was not consistent at all with what we know about the original.

5. Zombie has Michael kill Dr. Loomis! Michale isn't supposed to kill Dr. Loomis until the fifth movie. How can he just completely change this? Part of the fun is that Dr. Loomis is probably one of the only people that has a little control over Michael. Even though Michael isn't capable of having friends because he is pure evil, Dr. Loomis is the closest thing he's got. Dr. Loomis and Michael have this weird hate/love relationship, and for Zombie to allow Dr. Loomis to be killed just ruins all of it.

6. This movie has zero suspense. From the beginning to the end, all we see is one killing after another. Most of the killings are of insignificant people who have nothing to do with the movie. Seeing one person killed after another in the exact same way is not frightening nor entertaining. In the original, Michael only killed people who could get him closer to Laurie The whole movie he is obsessed with getting to "Sister" and its as if Zombie didn't grasp this concept at all.

7. He didn't even include the closet scene. The very last and best scene of the original is when Michael Myers has Laurie trapped in a closet. She is freaking out trying to stab him with a coat hanger and he is set on stabbing her to death. The closet scene was so cool because it made you feel like you were in the closet with her, with only a thin piece of wood separating you from your eternal demise. Zombie has Michael chase Laurie into an empty pool. It just did nothing for me. It wasn't the same sort of claustrophobic insanity that the closet scene was. It sucked.

8. In the original, Michael killed his whole family, even his mother. Zombie only had Michael kill his step-dad and sister. His mother ended up killing herself later. This is another inconsistency. You can't go against what is originally there!!! And we all know Michael has no soul, why would he try to kill his sister but not kill his mother?

9. The acting of the teenage girls was terrible. They see Michael on the road watching them and they think nothing of it. They act like its no big deal that this huge creep guy with a mask on is standing no further than 10 yards away from them. They just laugh. They are also some of the most terrible actresses I have ever witnessed. What was going through Zombie's head when he cast these people?

10. Gore. Halloween isn't about gore. It's about being trapped and helpless. Scared out of your mind. Screaming and no one hearing you. Wanting to run but being too scared to move. It isn't about the gore Zombie. Seriously.

The end.

-Me

What is sexy?

2007-09-05T20:02:00.000-07:00

A year ago, I'm sitting at this bar near South with my friends on a Friday night. We're drinking our beers, having a good time, listening to a live 90's cover band.

I get up to order myself another drink (yes, I do order my own drinks...sometimes) and I see the image pictured above. "What the hell?" I think to myself. Actually, I think I may have said it aloud because I was about three drinks over my limit before I get ridiculous and my limit is only one beer.

Then BAM! I see this girl's buttocks saying "hello!" to everyone in the bar. My first instinct was to tell her! I was embarassed for her for about five minutes until I went and informed my friends of her situation. I had to! It was my social duty!

Then one of them told me the "secret." My friend let me know that this "ass hanging out of your pants" look was actually "sexy." Thinking that this girl intentionally lets her jeans hang down lower than her panties left me so bewildered in my drunken state. Is showing off as much of your ass as possible without getting arrested for indecent exposure sexy?

If this is sexy, then I am obviously missing out. Why does leaving nothing to the imagination make someone more attractive?

The girl should have just walked into the bar without her jeans on at all. It's not like I don't already know exactly whats under them. Hell, why even bother with a shirt? I'm sure that if I had inspected the front of her I could have seen her ta ta's also. What a joy.

I'm not saying she's wrong for this. Everyone has their own style. I guess I am just saying that I don't get it. I don't understand why baring it all is more appealing than barely baring anything. Doesn't the latter seem more fun? Like a game! Like "Guess what's under my clothes!!" Instead of "This is what's under my clothes. Show me attention if you like it."

I'm done.

-Me

Sparkle is "the one"

2007-08-28T16:07:00.000-07:00

I've just now realized...that she hates me. My cat hates me. I do everything for her, and do I get anything in return? No. Of course not. It's all about her.
Right now, I'm calling her. Does she come? No. She just sits there. She doesn't even glance up at me.
She pees on me while I'm sleeping. She takes poos anywhere and everywhere. She knows where the litter box is, and some days, only if she feels like it, she may use it. But mostly she does whatever she wants.
Some days, to spite me I know, she takes her poo right beside the litter box. And do you want to know why? Because she can. It's her daily way of reminding me that she is "the one" and not me. Damn. I can't even raise a cat properly? What kind of mother am I going to be?

That's all I got.
-Me

First thing you should know

2007-08-27T21:31:00.000-07:00

I relate everything to a song or movie in my life. I would rather listen to music or watch movies about interesting things than actually do interesting things. This song will give you some insight as to where I am right now. It's a song by Lauryn Hill called "Selah." Sometimes I can't be bold enough to say or even write what I'm going through, but I can find a song that can say it all.

Nothing can be done against the truth

No matter how we remain in denial

Wasting time

Replacing time

With each empty excuse

But that'll only work a little while

Coping with despair

Knowing you're not there

Ashamed to just admit

I've been a fool

So I blame it on the Son

Run away from everyone

Hoping to escape this ridicule

Trapped in misery

Wrapped so miserably

In this deception that I'm wearing like a skin

Dying to mantain

Oh I keep trying to explain

A heart that never loved me to begin

Oh I'm such a mess

I have no choice but to confess

That I've been desperately trying to belong

Lying to myself

And everybody else

Refusing to admit my right was wrong

And then He came

Selah

And it means

Praise and meditation

And then He came

Selah

And it means

Did you think about that?

And then He came

Selah

Oh and it means

That it is sealed

How beautiful is fruit still in denial of its roots?

My guilty heart behaved so foolishly

This treason from within

That reasons with my sin

Won't be happy til it sees the death of me

Selfishly addicted

To a life that I depicted

Conflicted cuz it's not reality

Oh what's left of me

I beg you desperately

Cause me to agree with what I know is best for me

Please save me from myself

I need You to save me from myself

Please save me from myself so I can heal

The choices that Ive made

Oh have been nothing but mistakes

What a wasted use of space

Should I die before I wake?

In all of my religion

I've fortified this prison

Obligated to obey

The demands of bad decisions

Please save me from myself

I need You to save me from myself

Please save me from myself so I can heal

And then He came

Selah

And that's all I have for now.

-Me