There is such a thing

There is such a thing as a sensitive bad boy and I will find him. He's a little rough around the edges but also very sweet and attentive. People tell me there is no such thing but I know there is. I just get so bored with the really normal boys. I want a boy who smokes but loves Jesus. I want a boy who's clean but looks dirty. I want a boy who wants to get married but will totally elope. I want him to be daring and adventurous and not afraid to tell people what he thinks. I also want him to have a brain and maybe some sort of decent taste in music. He will also have this huge capacity to love. And passion. And compassion. Bah. He's out there.

This is it

My body is backwards;

a hollow husk.

I'm not a person,

just specks of dust.

Hate

I hate my life.

I'm goal-less.

Significant other-less.

I'm ambition-less.

Joyless.

Loveless.

Mindless.

Lifeless.

Blakeless.

Wingless.

Finless.

Emotionless.

Kissless.

"Where is my mind?"

Autumn Song by Paul Verlaine

With long sobs
the violin-throbs
of autumn wound
my heart with languorous
and monotonous
sound.

Choking and pale
when I mind the tale
the hours keep,
my memory strays
down other days
and I weep;

and I let me go
where ill winds blow,
now here, now there,
harried and sped,
even as a dead
leaf, anywhere.

Uncle Phil is the one for me

Fresh Prince of bel-air - will sings to phil

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BABY BLUE BIRD

So this morning I come downstairs on my way to Dr. Aucoin's copy editing class and I hear a little noise that goes "tweet, tweety, tweeeet."

Then I turn and take a gander into my dining room and I see the sweetest little baby blue bird and he/she is flying into the window trying to get out. It was so sweet and sad.

So I chase the baby around the house for about thirty minutes and I can't catch him. So I finally just pick him up and let him fly free out the door.

I see the sweet baby fly into the trees, happy and peaceful.

But as soon as he gets to the tree, a huge mean ugly bird swoops out and attacks him.

Poor bird.

I will never forget him.

He was my baby friend.

-Amy

10 Things, things that have nothing to do with one another

1. I can't sleep.

2. I watched the movie "Alien" for the first time ever today. I always avoided it because Sigourney Weaver is such a man sometimes.

3. I bought a bottle of canned air from Walmart and it doesn't work. I push the button and nothing happens. Now I'm really nervous that it will blow up for some reason.

4. I am so ready to carve a punkin'. He won't be a sad punkin' this year, he will be a startled punkin'; a surprised punkin'.

5. Heaven is going to be really cool. And Sparkle Bunny WILL be there.

6. Sour starbursts aren't exactly the ones for me. I prefer tropical ones. The plain ones work too. The sour ones were a bit of a dissapointment.

7. My cheeks are hot.

8. I still have a crush on a boy. He so makes my toes wiggle.

9. I'm really happy, but not because of the boy.

10. Why do lists like this always come in tens? What's wrong with only nine?

-ME

Halloween Costume Ideas

Chad and Amy



Oh what oh what do I want to be for Halloween? Please help me decide!!

OCTOBER

It is the first day of October (my favorite month!) and I have a crush on a boy! I'm giddy and ridiculous and I love it. This fall, we will sit on a porch swing together drinking hot tea and discussing music and movies. He will hold my hand and we wil watch scary movies on the couch and cuddle. I will rake up crisp fall leaves and we will jump in them together. We will go on the ferris wheel at the fair and he will kiss me when we get to the top.

I love October! It is the perfect month to fall in love. I am determined that no one is going to ruin it for me this year!

The end

p.s. I'm not crazy, I'm just female.